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Course VI · The Return 5 lessons · About a week, one sitting per day.

The Veil Thins

Five teachings on the moments, quiet, sometimes ridiculous, sometimes shattering, when the gap closes.

A word before we begin

The earlier courses said the ground is one, and that the work is to be present to your hours without grasping. This course is about what occasionally happens when you have done enough of both, and the wall you did not know was a wall thins out for a moment and you see through it.

The contemplative literature has many words for these moments, kensho, fana, point vierge, the numinous, satori. The reports across traditions are surprisingly consistent: it is brief, it is not pleasant in the ordinary sense, and it leaves the visitor convinced that what they saw was more real than the room they came back to. Read these five carefully. They are first-person reports.

  1. VI.1
    The door is already inside
    Jesus answers a question about the timing of the kingdom with an answer the Pharisees were not expecting.
    The Kingdom Is Within You · Luke 17:20–21
  2. VI.2
    And outside, too
    The Gospel of Thomas, found buried at Nag Hammadi in 1945, says it differently.
    The Kingdom Within and Without · Gospel of Thomas, Saying 3
  3. VI.3
    The moment in Louisville
    Thomas Merton, twentieth-century Trappist, has a glimpse on a downtown street corner and writes it down.
    The Point Vierge — Louisville Vision · Thomas Merton, Conjectures of a Guilty Bystander (1966)
  4. VI.4
    The feeling that has its own name
    Rudolf Otto, a German theologian, gives the experience a technical vocabulary in 1917.
    The Idea of the Holy · Rudolf Otto, Das Heilige (1917 CE)
  5. VI.5
    What you were waiting for
    Alan Watts, in the middle of the twentieth century, says the simplest possible sentence on the subject.
    This Is It · Alan Watts, This Is It (1958) / various lectures
When you reach the end

Five reports, nineteen centuries apart at the widest, agreeing in essentials. The veil is thin. The kingdom is here. The thing you have been looking for, you have been looking with.

If you have read this far in sequence, you have crossed the ground, the self, the veil, the practice, the subtraction, and now the glimpse. Two courses remain: the turn back, and the laugh. Or wander the Map from here and come back for them. Save what catches.

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